Thoughts as Black As Night

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Overview:

Title: Thoughts as Black As Night
Author: Mike McQuay
Year: 1980
Type: Short Fiction

Editions/Publications:

Unknown. Shadows of ... Science Fiction and Fantasy Magazine, #3 August 1980 (Unknown, Mike McQuay, Dawn Press, $4.00, 144 pages, quarto, FANZINE)